that bitch. How can you fall for someone you have never even dated for real? Like how dumb could you be to actually fall for small talks? Like seriously?
yea dead serious. All he ever did was nothing. NOTHING. Yet I fell or still fall head over heels. How did I know I was falling for him? It’s simple, all you think about was him. How you finally understood what sense is. That’s how it is. Well not really, duh! I don’t know, I can’t seem to forget him. His smiles, his laughs, his words, like word by word. I could recall all the conversations we had. I looked at his number once and I remember it by heart now. Each and every single time a message blips ‘his ringtone’ – yeeh you basically like him just way too much if you have a custom ringtone for his call and his text, cause you just had to do that, even his ringtone made me happy.
You start observing people around you and compare them to him. I’m at the airport right now and I saw a guy who sat with his legs crossed, I looked at him for a good 10seconds and I saw him instead.
I saw a guy holding a book, even that reminded me of him. Do you have any explanation for that? If that’s not falling for someone then what is?
its stupid I know, it’s very childish I know. But the pain of liking someone who doesn’t like you back is real. Is fucking real. Not sure if it’s just the pang of rejection or pure heart broken.
Its just fuck up really.